「誰も私を理解してくれないの」

「…そう　かわいそうに」（この子は何を言ってるんだろう人の気持ちなんて正確にに分かるわけないでしょ大体あんたはわかるように努力したことあるの死にたがりの構ってちゃんまるであなただけが傷ついて可哀想な子で他の子がいけないみたいな言い方だね一番の被害者は事故にあったモノ子ちゃんでそれを悲しんでる人もいっぱいいるあんたが生きてたことを喜んでる人もいるのにさ人の優しさを受け入れないくせに愛してほしいだとかほざく悲観的で自分以外は見えないような奴にこれ以上だれが優しくしてくれるっていうの自分の悪いところも良いところも認めた方が楽なのに自分が罪を責任をかぶってますみたいな面して慰めを求めるなんて卑怯だし怖いとか不安とか辛いばっかりであんたは人が死んだのを悲しんでないでしょ最初は思ったんだろうけど忘れてるでしょ自分しか見えてないでしょいつからこんな風になっちゃったんだっけうざいなぁ勝手にしてよ関わってこないでよ私は愚痴を聞くロボットじゃないんだけどななんかもう嫌いっていうか好きって言うかどうでもいいなぁ早くこの子から解放されたいな愚痴や悪口ばっかり言う奴って嫌われるんだよなんで自分がそうだって気付かないかな自分に非がないって考えたこともないのかな加害者妄想自己嫌悪人間不信中二病本当に理解に苦しむわ自殺したらきっと構ってくれるでしょうねでも生きてこそ価値のあるものの為に死ぬなんて馬鹿みたいだよ今の自分を変えようとかそうは思わないわけ悪い事をぐだぐだぐだぐだ心の中で思うだけならいいよ誰だってそういうときがあるよでもそれをずーっと人に話したら流石にその人は嫌でしょ死にたいなら勝手に死ねばいいでも自殺されてもその後手続きとか人の目は面倒くさいし後味悪いから私の知らないところで私の関わらないところでそれなりに幸せにやっていればいいよそうだお互いに楽になる方法があるよお互い無関心でいることどうでもよくなることだから早く私を嫌いになってもしくは忘れて）

■ポニ子は悪役が多いですが自殺する窓付きもそんなに良い子じゃなかったと思うんですはい

■総合/イラスト/女子ランキングありがとうございました

Deelles said:

"Nobody do not understood me"

"The poor so ..." (This child is only for you though attention whore You wants to die there that you made an effort to be appreciated by Anta roughly be no way know to exactly Nante feelings of people what I wonder is saying Some people are pleased that Anta who is full some people sad it in mono chan was in the accident was alive victims of most It 's way of saying a child of other such like dont a poor child is hurt place that is their bad Who of willl willing to gently more than this guy other than themselves, such as invisible pessimistic to brawl and such as it is want to love, even though he does not accept the kindness of the people Is to be a good place also admitted You and I must've thought at first to be crying sad person was dead It is cowardly and is! seek comfort facing you does like you wearing a responsibility the crime who was even though easy and then you in just painful such as anxiety such as scary I Maybe, or should I say love I mean hate again with something Na'm not a robot to hear the complaints I not come involved and yo use without permission Naa are annoying Since when did I became like this your only would not be seen will have forgotten perpetrator delusion wonder if you've never thought me there is no non-yourself their wonder unaware even so why I'm being hated me guy to say bad things about and bitches I want to be freed from this child soon I hope matter The reason do not think so either try to change the way I am I'm like a fool it is! die for something of worth Alive even I will keep bothered surely After suicide I'll suffer to really understand self-loathing human distrust in two disease The man then it be suicide but I should die without permission If you want to die be unpleasant indeed When you talk to people all the time it Anyone But There'll be times like that I say If you only think in worn out, worn out, mind that bad Because it is to become irrelevant things are indifferent each other 's there is a way that is easy to steering each other I do if doing happy in its own way in a place that does not matter for me where I do not know my human eye such as procedures troublesome then from the bad aftertaste Become a hate me soon or forget)

■ Yes I think Poni child and was not so good child and windows with the villain is often, but to commit suicide

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