The first time I really felt 'Ah, I'm alone'It's not that I wasn't sad,It's cute~You've been by yourself a lot lately.Eh... I guess so.Because I thought there was no way to "make up".Geez...She's relatively cold to me....Eh?Ah, I forgot my dictionary again.I had more chances to talk to Wakaba.Every time I'm told that it's weird, I realize my real motive.I have to go buy some.Now?Now, and onward. After school.Yeah.You didn't respond.Well, that's fine too.E, Even if they didn't pull way, wouldn't it be bad?I myself also slowly realized my own situation.Was when I realized that only my name had suddenly disappeared from the school trip group....So, did you see this?The Classmate Who Broke Alone
Last PartLibraryOh really. Thanks.Ah, it seems like we can use this for class.Geez...I wonder if I'm impeding on Wakaba's alone time.But I can't just ask her "do you like talking with me?"What are you staring at? That's disgusting.Eh!Ding DongBy the way,It can't be helped.Yeah, I don't have anything special.Even my voice doesn't reach them anymore.We only use a dictionary occasionally, so I forget it.Eh... Y, Yeah! Hazama-kun also forgot his dictionary so we went to borrow them together...Every time she talks to me,I see.Ah, am I wrong? If so, I'm sorry.We didn't have a fight.SoWe didn't play around or go shopping or anything.I only think about how to always match the other person.D, Don't say that. It hurts...!I, I was thinking about lots of stuff.I don't want to talk to her back.I just...Felt a little overwhelmed about something else.I'm sorry....Why did you protect me earlier?Isn't that making trouble?Even though Wakaba didn't do anything wrong,It has nothing to do with you.It has nothing to do you with you.I don't even know if they're angry or anything.If I did something weird without realizing it, I'm sorry.I wasn't protecting you. I just got angry.Terrible at protecting.........I see.When I can't see the other person's face, I get uneasy.She's terrible.My utter bewilderment was much greater.It's true, and then-Ah, I forgot my dictionary.Y, Yeah.Though I say that, unlike my old group,Heh.Was she chatting just now?ThrobLike what? How you were extravagantly ostracized?It feels likeOf course, I still felt distant from Wakaba.But maybe, doesn't Wakaba alsoActually, since you're leftovers, you should group up with Wakaba.It's just that since I had always been part of the groupEh, no way, seriously-Ah, I know, it's cute~How stupid of me.I have go to the library before class begins.Well... HahahaBy the way, Mitaka-sanAnd then inevitablyEarlier, you went to the library with Hazama-kun, didn't you.It's true I was ostracized, but...That's good.Ah, class is about to start.ButWhatever, hurry up.Eh...Alone.Yeah, "alone".Who made me alone.But even if I say that now,Ah, good morning...I thought you might have had a fight with your friends.I wonder if I'm thought of as an annoying person..."Heh. That's good."I think that's just how she is.There's lots of different kinds.I was ostracized and drew closer to her.But Wakaba...Unlike a group,Pencil lead.But I was afraid of being rejected.Mitaka-sanHere.No, it's not that you can't, but...That's great.I knew that Wakaba thought of me like that.Even sadder than when I had been removed from my group.7 people are split up.Hey, what should we do about single people?A lot.That wasn't a fight.We have a different kind of relationship.I'm way too self conscious...It seemed like she was talking to me without any interest in it, butBut you were silently staring.Th...!Could it be I'm being invited to go shopping?There were only 10 more days until the school trip.Mitaka-sanMitaka-sanHurry up and turn in your school trip group form.You're the onesEh, no, why all of a suddenSorry for being so sudden.We're in different groups for the school trip...Hazama-kun is bothered.Even though Wakaba treats the other girls pretty politely,Wakaba-san, you're terrible at inviting people.Yeah, sorry...Nothing good will come from making trouble from a prank.But if you cry, they'd pull away.Ah, just shut up, shut up!The fact that it can't be helped if I'm cold to her,And in the end, I behaved in the worst way.Ah, single people.We only have 4 people, but we don't want her.Even though I was ok up until now,I think of Wakaba as a friend,Huh, I don't have any more notebooks..I wanted to be in the same group....Eh?She didn't ask me anything.What about 3 people?Huh? You gotta be kidding.Yeah.At least look at me when you talk.OI thought you were crying.Because if it was me, I would cry.Before, you tried to protect me.But does she think of me as a friend?Mitaka-san, are you free?? ...Ok.What are you going to buy?I see.EhHow about you read the atmosphere?Actually, just now, I wanted to cry a little.That kind of entrance and exit.I see! Well, it seemed like you were the closest to her.Does Wakaba-san have anyone she likes, or is she going out with anyone?Good morning, Mitaka-san.It says alone.But it was vexing.Ah, but it seems the isn't anyone.Ah, I see. Leftovers grouping up would make itI used to think of youAhIt's not amazing.Mitaka-san, do you have a minute?Eh, me?Are you busy?Sorry, I don't really know.What am I saying...N, No, not really, it's ok.Ok, I was thinking of buying a notebook."Mitaka-san"...Eh... I can't be alone?I probably won't win with just my words, so I stayed quiet.Much easier to create the group list.Uh... No.I thought you might start skipping school, or hide out in the nurse's office.It's been on my mind for a long time.How should I put it....Ah.WahThe fact that I was thinking of inviting her to be in the same group for the school trip,When I thought that, I felt sad.3 people are combined with 2 people.I just couldn't respond.But now you can let it roll off of you.Even though they were people you had been close to until recently. It's amazing.1 week before the school trip.So I thought maybe you knew.Like all of the girls in the class say, she and I are loners.It's one-sided, but that somehow pissed me off.The girls' room assignments are set, so gather around.It's mostly split into 4 or 5 people.Why are my legs shakingLeft over?What are you doing! I can't believe it.Ah... Wait, Wakaba!I think the room assignments will be random.As someone who had to be with other people.Now, I certainly am alone, but unlike how I imagined it, there wasn't nothing.LibraryIt's...Umm... We really haven't talked about that sort of thing.If all you can say is this in this voice, then shut up.Good morning...All of those slowly swirled around inside of me,If I act like I'm ignoring her,Then she won't get close to me.Whoa, what a pain.Eh... Really? We're not that close.I see.I think of Wakaba as a friend.4 days before the school trip.If she's a leftover, then she's left over. A remainder.Say it to my face."I'm the type that can't cry or get angry easily."And then who started it will come out.Hey, I laughed a little. It's not a "group".It's fine. Wakaba surely likes being alone.In any case, from the very start,And it isn't her fault that I was ostracized.I'm the same as all the other girls.Are you crazy!?In the end, 5 people are just 1 person grouped together 5 times.You'll be expelled! Expelled!I don't want to be in the same room as those 2.And it's not like she hit you without reason.Why?I don't know what you're talking about.I forgot.Your...Then what will happen to me? Wakaba said with a slight smile.Surely, in the future, I think we will grow closer.Where should we go?The Classmate Who Broke Alone
The EndShe didn't see me as a friend, just someone who was ostracized and was pathetic...It's not Wakaba-san's faultThat Hazama-kun has no interest in me.Wakaba-san...Hey, isn't 7 people too many?Have her join a 3 person one.AhThat's...All of a sudden?Owwww!It's the same violence.But still, I'm treating Wakaba-san poorly. I'm the worst.If we can't decide by today, it'll be random.1 person.HeyWhat do I want to do here?Did I do something to you, Mitaka-san?But I didn't want to get you involved in it.We will be changing classes soon.HahaI don't fit in any girls' group, and I even behaved coldly towards Wakaba.It's not like someone-What do I want to do? What am I desperately trying to endure?"Nothing good will come from making trouble from a prank."You're the worst, you violent woman!LibraryYou protected me, right?Is much more of an annoyance.It will be a solo group.I want to apologize to Wakaba.Mitaka-sanAre you coming on the school trip?Everyone was hitting Mitaka-san.I don't really know"That's good."I think they probably won't tell the teacher.Apologize, and be in the same group.That really hurt!A solo group, huh.This is surely what they call "friends".Normally,Whether it's 1 person or 5 people or 3 people, nothing changes."That's good."U, Umm, if you tell the teacherI'm not you.On the school trip, let's go around together.But it would be nice if there was a place with 2 empty slots.In everyone else's perspective, she and I are both "alone".I don't think that not being able to easily make friends is weird.I still don't understand Wakaba-san.Mitaka-san, are you free today?"Earlier, you went to the library with Hazama-kun, didn't you."Wait! I'll tell the teacher!It always bothered me...Yes, a solo group.I see.Wakaba-san, you didn't do anything...So this is a problem between me and the other girls aside from you.So I put on an unpleasant attitude.And in school, that might be a bad thing.I didn't think it was an annoyance. You one-sidedly deciding it was an annoyanceIt's supposed to be"I hope we're in the same class again."The Classmate Who Broke AloneWe'll be in different groups though.What should we do about the room assignments?We're single people, so we can join wherever.And then, when I told her that I was rejected by Hazama-kun,It will be more convenient if we're in different classes.We'll still be close.I thought I might die.If you forgot, then it's fine. But I was still like that.I'm sorry.She a person who's really terrible at protecting and comforting others.Anywhere where there aren't enough people.When I said it will be a little tough to go back to the classroom,In times when we forget our textbooks and such.Ah, but even when we become 3rd years,This turned out a little longer than usual. Good job and thank you for reading until the end.I haven't turned a lot of my experiences from school into mangas, but when I thought of times when my classmates got really angry, I remember this one person during high school who made a mistake during cooking class.Even though we decided on who would cook the rice 1 week earlier, this person said on that day "Eh? What are you talking about?" and didn't do it at all, and the entire class made a lot of trouble for that person.'What were you listening to?' 'You're the worst.' 'Just what were you listening to, it's been 1 week.' 'People in the same class covered for you, so you seemed ok. What were you doing?' 'What are you doing, eating rice all proud?' Well, it was me.Hurry up and do something about the loners.I'm going to the stationery store.Mitaka! This is also your fault.You're the only girl who's late.how to become close with somebodyI made her apologizeI guess they'll let me into some half filled one.Want to be friends?And then I one-sidedly got angry at you for no reason.While it might have been meddlesome, I was thinking that.Mitaka-san, please give me some pencil lead later.She gave a worried look, and without meeting my eyes, she just said "good luck".In the end, I caused trouble to youEven if we would be hurt,I couldn't ignore them badmouthing you.In the future, even if we lack something in the same manner,I'm free.
