Ueki-kun, even though you have schoolA, Am I... helpful?You still work a lot.Since I thought being lectured by my parents was a pain, I studied during my breaks.I'm busy...Eh, really...? Ah...It's really helpful.Ueki-kun, everyone's going to dinner.Of all the times to forget my phone...!Oh, isn't it Ueki.Wah!Give it to him.400,000...The total comes to 572 yen.Ummm, exactly... 72 yen.Ding dongIt's hot.CollaborationAnyway, I think we'll separate eventually.He always buys a coffee and leaves.I see...You should prioritize your own life.My life... huh.Just the fact that there's a guy here is comforting.Ahaha, when that happens,But if a robber came, I probably wouldn't be able to do anything...Can you come?I forgot something at school...Y, Yes, I'm sorry...!To All Hopes, A Yell
Last PartThe gates are still open, I'm lucky.In order to end my own life, I started working at this part time job. 1 month has passed.My grades didn't go up or down.Are you coming too?I'm now able to carry 3 cardboard boxes at the same time.I don't stutter anymore when I'm asked about the location of items.It was the first time I felt "busy".I got that bug off of him.I had thought that only adults could be busy.Eh...You startled him.Hey you got a bug on you.You're so nice.I...What are you doing?...I want to die.Every day I repeated those words.I told you, you better answer your phone.He came outside of work and violently...Of course, I got scared and couldn't resist. I'm pitiful.Burnable trashGaaaaaah Gaaaaaaah...? Y, Yes...Ka-chingYes?Ah, yes... He's seems... the same as always...AhJust like a spell,It's hot again today. Are you ok?Ah, y, yes.Youu!When I first met him at the tea house, he told me to answer any incoming call.1 item at 198 yen.StareThWhen the temperature rose and the store began it's campaign,UwaaaaaEh... So... Wh... What did you...Nothing.I didn't realize I had a call.He's terrifying. I have to hurry and save the money.That's right.Just because I didn't answer my phone he headbutted me just because I didn't answer my phone he headbutted me just because I didn't answer my phone he headbutted me...EhI don't think I made a mistake yet.Rustle... rustle...You've gotten faster at the register.much.I'm pretty good with the heat...I see.But at night, the temperature drops, right.I'm sure she said she had a boyfriend.Ueki-kun.Rustle rustleAh!It was time to change uniforms at school, and the tests before summer vacation were drawing near.What?Don't put the juice on top of the magazine.Thank you veryWorrying about what to wear.Huh? But I'm sure that was a fake name...I was summoned by Matsushita-san on Friday...Win this idol'sWell, it's not like I look at her like that.Is Matsushita-kun doing well?That guy never comes when I'm at the register.I'm talking aboutKatou-san is so stylish.That guy makes me eat the stuff I hate. And he orders enough for multiple people... In the end, it ends once I feel terrible.Actually, it's scary how he treats me every time. It's like he's telling me to pay him back later.Compared to this, Matsushita-san is 100 times more scary.But, well, 800,000 is a little...AnnoyedWell, the only ones who call me Matsushita are you and that person.Matsushita-sanAre you paying together?Ueki! Treat me.Y, Yes.M, Matsushita...I don't get that guy at all...More importantly, I've got to work during the upcoming holidays.N, No, th, that's not...Are you listening when other people talk!? Are you turning towards them and talking back!?What should I do, Wednesday is the deadline for the assignment...Ah, I'll do that.HuhIsn't he getting caught up in it?You seem pretty confident today.But even if I don't do it over the weekend, I still have the day off from work on Monday...Clang clang2 iced coffees.AndAh, butHuh? What's with him?RightThere's study hall on Tuesday afternoon.And then on ThursdaySpeaking of whichJust like the break room usually is... I cleaned it up...You're just riding high cause you went up a rank on the last test, huh.Ah, I'm ok. Completely.I'm sorry.HahI wonder if I'll be taken to have okonomiyaki again.Ah, really? You just look that way!UekiSomeone like you should die!Die!I'm weak...I'm sorry, it will stop if I wait a bit.You can't work.Half a year had passed since I first texted Matsushita-san.Welcome!The drug...I want to kill myself.Please help me. I want to die peacefully....Before, I was beat up in my classroom by guys in the same class.He always tells me to die right away, and makes fun of the things I'm worried about.He shows off his violence, calls me at weird hours and if I don't pick up, he gets angry...Shut upYour nose! It's bleeding!You should go home.No, it will stop really soon.When I'm slow at the register, he glares at me.Idiot.No!And... I'll have saved... the 400,000 by the end of the month.Well, you already killed yourself.I hate pain.My nose was bleeding and it really hurt.But afterwards, I went to the store like normal and worked the register like always.HahahahaShI ran into it! I was spacing out... And then a telephone pole...!They beat me until I got a bloody nose......Please return my student ID.Do you really need it?I want to die.And now I can carry multiple big trash bags at the same time.Ueki-kun, what happened?Just rest.So what will you do? Are you going to take it right now? Or maybe prepare a will and do it in your own room?I thought about it a lot, but I...If you really do,I'll give it to you.Thank you for waiting. Here are your iced coffees.Eh, no, I'm alive...I'll return this.I, I don't need it...I'm sorry.Clang clangEven though I've never thrown out the trash at my own house yet.The drug... Like I thought, I don't need it.No, you died. You killed yourself.I'm alive, I'm alive. I feel fine...You killed him, right?Then where did the you from half a year ago go?Everyone already hates me...Ueki KeitaSomehow, when I look at it now, it looks like a depressing student ID...I, too,My student ID was confiscated, and I was told to work until I had 800,000.Actually, here. The money, here. D, Do, Do as you like...EhBut that's fine.Got in big trouble when I didn't answer my phone.Ah, it's starting now!AhBut I could have taken the money and run.I specifically referred you to a part time job you would hate.And when I didn't answer my phone, you really were worried about me lots of times, weren't you. Though it really hurt.And 4th is amazing....Yes.Headache medicine!?She said that I might have up and killed myself.I'm the same as you.Eh, b, but the drug... I promised to buy it... Even though you prepared such an expensive thing for me.Huh...?Just like how I was helped by you... online...!I, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. And please don't tell me to die...What about work today?Don't get caught up it in. Die!Maybe I lost interest midway through. Since I was like that, this time, I cut it in half.So actually I deceived you, and didn't help you.W, What are you talking about?M, Matsushita-san, you were helped by someone too?If you feel worn out at school or at home, do your best.Though I can't wear short sleeves anymore.Ah? I don't need it. It's yours, so you should take it.What!?
I didn't help you?You're going to buy an over the counter headache medicine for 400,000?Out of 10,000 yen....But you didn't take the money.Your change is 9040 yen.Since you paid with such a large bill.Though not until you're about to die.You said earlier that I helped you.Thank you for helping me to kill myself.What? That was just me letting off stress?The ropeNo, I didn't help him.Here. This is one that was taken with everyone.Eh, Matsushita-kun said that?It's ok, you don't have to hide it...Isn't failing to die, is it?Something like that...Even as I now work the register,It's a real pain that there's so much stuff to do.That story's from years ago.Did you already slit your wrists?How embarrassing.2 items at 315 yen.I'm busy.Yes, umm... He said he was helped by Katou-san.AhBecause even now, he seems like he's about to die.Eh, Matsushita-san is here?He should be at the end.No matter how many times I tried, it kept breaking. It was pitiful.All I said that if he works and earns money, he'll be at peace.He is here. That guy's giving a peace sign...This...Help you too?Since Matsushita-san did that for me...I just failed to die.Ah, Katou-san, you had long hair.Matsushita-kun is there, right? Don't tell him that I showed this to you.I think... He was probably about the same age as you.Ah...It's ok, you don't have to hide it.I was too heavy. So it was no good.It's more like... fate or hope. Something like that...1 item at 90 yen.Ding dongLong sleeves.Katou-san, did someoneSo then I thought, what if I lost weight? So I got some advice online.Ah, the time!It's time, I have to get to the register.Hope...What was I talking about.Ah, in just a little bit, it will be summer vacation.When you tilt your head back, it seems that tears aren't able to come out.I desperately lost weight, and worked at a part time job, and exercised...Katou-san, that's...There are people who are thinking that they want to die.I hope you enjoyed To All Hopes, A Yell.Ah, that's right. It's the new shift.And then, all the clothes that I had before just looked at, I could then wear. I was happy.I'm sorry.Thank you very much.Nosebleeds are bad...And starting tomorrow, I have swimming for P.E.Ah, I don't need a spoon.On Saturday I'll be summoned by Matsushita-san.Ding dongMy parents are under the impression that I got a friend, but is he a friend...?And once again, there will be lots of things I need to do in the future.To All Hopes, A Yell
The EndI know I drew it, but when you have a nosebleed, you're not supposed to tilt your head back.Ok, come next time.
